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here i am 22 years old. still fighting to love or hate myself. when is this answer ever to be answered? i hate the way i contradict myself. i am a living bundle of contradictions. i say something and though i believe in it with all my heart, i find myself not doing it. i do something and a day later condemn those who do the same.
its beyond what words can frame. in the silent halls of my thoughts, broods a silent storm...............................

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