It gets harder and harder to believe that nothing is impossible.
YouTube videos after Youtube videos tell me that you don't get paid anything worth being happy about when you write. Publishing companies are more likely to shut down our proposals than welcome it, or even be nice about it.
Some nights like this, the ink just isn't flowing and you dislike the scene you're working on. You felt like you were on a brink of a miracle but at the same time others remind me that there is nothing worth pursuing this line and you feel upset that even if your dreams came true, it would still be disappointing.
What do you feel? What should you feel? Should you soldier on? Or are there days when you can cut yourself some slack? Or must I suck it up and carry on?